Hey people i'm back! But only for a little bit because i have way more awesome things to do. I don't really have any pictures I want to post right now. A lot has changed. I'm 19 now, have a new boyfriend named James Batte. Who I love very much and can't wait for him to get back from his trip to Corpus! The holidays are coming up soon. I don't think anyone is. With the way things are costing lately I don't expect much at christmas time but thats ok with me. Besides I don't want people spending so much money on me when they probably need it more for other things. But yeah ok I really don't feel like typing much more on here. Because well it's boring me. bye

Fabulous news:
I PASSED THE MATH TAKS!!!! I graduate on August 21st! I so can't wait to have that diploma in my hand and know that I accomplish whatever I sent my mind to. And I know I can reach my goal no matter how long it takes me I will get there.

I have a fabulous boyfriend named Sean Lynn who I talk to everyday on the phone seeing as how he sadly lives many states away but will be here next summer. We both so can't wait. Mum likes him too. She talks to him occasionaly when he calls. (lol). He is so sweet, funny and knows how to make me smile when i'm down.

Yeah, the funny part is I met him online a few years ago and have been talking ever since. (God i'm so sleepy right now. I think after this i'm going to take a nap.) A couple of my friends are like "How do you know that he is who he says he is and not some 30 year old pervert? I wouldn't trust him". Dude i've know him for so long and have talked to him and so has Mum.

He's stuck at a boarding school right now, but will be switching to Job Core is he gets accepted in a few weeks. Oh his birthday is on Tuesday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVER BOY! I MISS AND LOVE YOU!

Ummm... what else is fabulous? Oh i've been talkting to my friend Chris aka Fernando lately and thinking about hanging out this summer before its over and Michelle R. too. Possibly coming to Dave's one Thursday if they can. I love those two, they cheer me up.

Another fabulous thing is I finally got a hold of Gary, my adorable gay fishy from high school. He's doing pretty good. We might hang out this week possibly and Marissa at the new waterpark in Mansfield. Which hopefully will happen. I miss those two a lot.

Uhhh I don't think there is much more fabulous news except for the Tokyo Hotel and Flogging Molly concert coming up that I will be going to. The Bullet For My Valentine concert kicked major ass as I almost died in the mosh pit but it was worth it.

The Bad and the Ugly:
My sister's cat Beany passed away this past Wensday night at 10:00. Mum and I were with him when he took his last breath. There is nothing like seeing a new kitten be born and seeing a cat pass away. I hope I never have to see I cat do that every again. We'll miss him very much.

And my poor baby Oliver came and paid his respects to him and went to him leather chair and laid there for a few hours until I left to go to my room and cry. He came running to cheer me up and then I passed out with Oliver laying next to me like he does every night.

I felt so bad for him because he lost his best friend and I saw tears come out of his eyes. I'm not lying I swear he had tear stains right below his eyes. The other two cats Lucky and Stevie are still looking for him, but I think Lucky realized what happened and has given up looking. But I don't Stevie will realize til much later.

I think thats all I can type for now, my wrist is killing me from all this typing and writing in my notebook i've been doing latey. Now its nap time for me.

Love you all!

My mind is so full of things I really need to sort out and get done. But yet I keep putting these things off, because I just don't want to deal with it. I just want to do the fun things, and sometimes those things that need to get done aren't fun but are more important than the fun things.
I really need to get my a** in gear and start getting those things done and NOW! Today when Mum get's home we're going over to TCC to pick up registration papers and hopefully make an appointment to get things set up for me and figure out my classes.
Then afterwards Mum and I are going shopping for an outfit to wear to the concert for Thursday! Yay for Bullet For My Valentine. I've been listening to them for the past 2 weeks, to get ready for the blasting music. This is so going to kick major a**! I really can't wait.
Is it possible to faint from so much excitement? Because I think I might. Lmao!
But besides the plans for today I also am waiting for my TAKS results again. I really need them soon! I am so praying I passed this time. I worked my ass off to get this done and over with. Please God please let me have passed! I'm begging you! I need this favor to make me feel so much better and get this stress off my back and get my diploma! I really deserve it for the work i've done to get this far! Pray for me people!

Four Winds= My new home faire. F**k Scarborough. Four Winds has made me so happy. My mum and other mum both say they've never seen me this happy in years. I love them so much for taking me there and selling swords, armor, art, and jewerly. The joust is real and the knights are fu**in awesome and uber nice. The court dancing is fantastic and I love it. I met some of the most of the amazing people ever. I now know alsmost every single cast member there is there. I love it. I have so much fun. And whats awesome is we're going back again next year! I can't wait. I am so glad I went because that's where I met the love of my life. His name is Brian and he and I have been going out for 10 weeks and 2 days. We started going out April 26. Its been the most awesomest 10 weeks ever! we love each other so much. Everyone says we were made for each other. My parents love and trust him. And his parents love and trust me. I don't think we'll ever break up. I hope we stay together for a long time. He makes me so happy. He treats me like I'm a queen. Always telling me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me. He tells me he loves me about 20 times everytime we talk on the phone. He may live 3 hours away but I don't care. I normally can't do long distance relationships but this one I know I can deal with to. I love him too much to say no to having a relationship with him.
well thats it for now.
Cheers